the cause of war

“Where do you think all these appalling wars and quarrels come from? Do you think they just happen? Think again. They come about because you want your own way, and fight for it deep inside yourselves. You lust for what you don’t have and are willing to kill to get it. You want what isn’t yours and will risk violence to get your hands on it.” — James 4:1-2

I read this yesterday and I’ve been thinking about it ever since. the source of conflict is not some force beyond my control; it’s me. and even if someone else initiates conflict, if I let it continue it’s because I want to be right — want my own way.

it also made me think about actual war, not just interpersonal conflict.  inside ourselves. that’s where it comes from.

but every good and perfect gift comes from God — I don’t remember the reference for that one.

I am learning how to  repent.